cw's life~~

考试最后一天 = 再见

2011-08-24T05:31:00.000-07:00

这一天还是到来了，不知不觉就已经两年又四个月了，说长不长，说短不短。。今天是我考试的最后一天，这也代表着我必须跟我的同学说拜拜。。

今天的考试是我这两年以来第一次不会做而空着的，今天也是必须跟朋友道别一起学习的日子。。我真的好伤心好不舍得。。还有也是我让爸爸失望的日子，每次我考完试他都会打电话给我问我考到怎样，我每次都会说一般一般吧，今天我竟然回答他说我有一半以上是不会做的。。平时他说我考到怎样都没关系，尽力就好，其实我知道他很在乎我的成绩，只是不想给我压力。。我好笨哦。。T^T

bobo liaw send 给我的音乐我一直重复又重复的再听。。这些都是好伤心离别的音乐，越听越伤心，可是这正在形容着我的心情。。考试期间我承受着压力同时也一边在想以前的事情，这一个星期里面我不停地在哭，有时连我都受不了我自己了，眼泪线超浅的。。可是我就是不能控制，我都不知该怎么办了。。

今天阿姐载我们回家，她说也许今天是我们最后一天见面，我不要啊~~T^T..我超舍不得的。。舍不得一起上学的日子，一起出去吃东西的日子，一起出去玩的日子，互相打闹的日子，互相不爽对方最后却能原谅对方的日子，好多好多的日子。。ahhhhh!!快疯掉了。。

我的心情不是能用字语就能形容的。。每当想到以后不能一起玩，一起吃东西，一起打闹，我又控制不到我的情绪了。。怎么办，有什么办法呢？haiz

我知道有个人比我更加的伤心跟难过，加油吧我的朋友!!你的心情我是绝对的了解和明白的，我不能帮你什么，只好支持你吧~^^

最后，九月的25号过后，我们真的真的说再见了。。*又想要哭了*。。T^T

我的心情~

2011-08-02T21:38:00.000-07:00

最近，我的心情差到极点了。。越接近毕业的时间，我的心情越差。。可能是我不舍得我的同班同学吧。。因为一些选择不要继续读了，一些选择别的课系，再也不会像这样时常一起出去玩，吃东西，讨论功课。。

最近的我，时不时会看回以前跟朋友一起拍的照片，然后在那边傻笑。。或者想太多，眼泪会不自觉地流出来。。我眼泪太浅了。。哈哈。。天真的我还一度的在想，假如全班都不及格那该多好呢，哈哈。。我们还能继续的在一起学习。。哈哈

我希望我的朋友们别再为了一点小事情而吵架了，最近的我不能再承受一点点地伤心与失望。。我们有缘能成为好朋友，然后相识相惜，是好不容易的。。请珍惜我们的友谊，也许我们我走各自的路，还是希望你们有美好的前程的。。哈哈

有几个人我是不会不舍得的，因为我们要一起去读AAC的。。哈哈。。好坦白哦。。哈哈。。现在已经八月了，还有一个月，我们就要分手了，我可不可以不要阿？真的好伤心。。我怕我去旅行的时候会忍不住哭，然后坏了我们的计划。。我们的计划是给对方一个美好美好的回忆，只有欢笑，没有哭泣。。哈哈

在此，我也希望bobo liaw 别再那么伤心了。。因为你是唯一一个肯跟我说心事的，虽然大部分是我猜的啦。。哈哈。。

我也希望淑君别再将emo了，还有我的boss别因为amoi而发我们的脾气。。真的关心你们我才这么罗嗦，不然我才懒得理。。请珍惜这段友谊。。我的朋友们~

大家要加油哦~~尤其是bobo liaw...哈哈

DAC 7!!!yeah!

best memory!!

girl's pic~yeah yeah!!xD

2011-06-24T10:14:00.000-07:00

today, when we went for the lunch at genting klang, some conflict between my boss and my big big boss..actually juz because a very very very small case..but my big big boss angry my boss,and actually my boss oso abit wrong becoz he took other ppl's food without permission..so, my big big boss show his angry face to him and said want to unfren him in fb. therefore my boss start to emo edi..and his sis told me that her bro emo le..i was started felt very nervous and start to worry le..suzanne was comforted her bro and she fail to do so..den she started to cry and i was very worry oso..at last..she was cry~

when bak to wei kee's house tat time, my big big boss learn from my boss..drive very fast and fast and fast..i was totally speechless and keep think tat..wat happen recently?why i always nid to feel scare and worry?after reach wei kee's hse, after suk jiun told me tat my big big boss want to sit in car instead of go in to wei kee's hse..my tears cant control d and i was cry..my heart felt very sad becoz always happen those case..and also i felt tat i was very sorry to my boss..becoz of us hurted him very very deep,so he was very easy emo recently..i was felt very very guilty of it.

yumcha wif fren tat time, i was chat many things to them and i was received suzanne msg..she asked me tat how was her bro and chris tan..actually i really duno about it..but i replied her nothing edi la..no worry..trust me..actually i oni want to comfort her..i was no confident that i can settle dis case..*wat a sad case* haiz...

exam fail~frenship fail~wat oso fail~

At last..i oni can said tat>>talked so many wif my frens,conclusion is dun cares so much!!!

ok~dun wanna cares so much le..end my story~gudbye~

2011-06-21T08:37:00.000-07:00

最近我们朋友之间发生了蛮多事情的。wei kee wif his black shirt, my boss wif his new target. these two persons bring alot of funny to us but oso bring alot of sadness to us...我的boss最近跟一个女生走得很近，可是其实我并没有很强烈的反对，反而我还蛮支持他们的，因为这不关我的事嘛，干吗阻止他们呢？没东西找事情做咩。哈哈。。可是那个女生对我有少许的误会，她以为我喜欢我的boss。连伟麒也这么问我。我可以很坦白的对你们说，你们了解我的话，你会知道其实我对每个人都是一样的，并不是我喜欢他。今天被伟麒陷我于不义，气死了。其实我并没有真正生气他，我只是害怕那女生会对我更加的误会。还好她也是蛮明白事理的，她知道不是我写的。hehe

今天回家的时候，在车上，我们一直的ejek我的老板。也许像上一次将，我们再一次的把他逼到疯狂状态。我希望他下次别再这样啦，这样是很危险的，我们很担心他，他的妹妹也很担心他。还有非常对不起他，我以为他不会生气的，因为我们ejek 他ejek到习惯了。哈哈

这次是我第一次见他生气，而我也希望是最后一次吧。hehe

今天我也大哭了一场，也许是因为我觉得对不起我的老婆吧！她告诉我她的哥哥不理他，所以她哭了，其实并不是他妹妹的错，是我的错，不应该这么过分的,所以也许觉得内疚，眼泪自然的控制不住，所以我也哭了。

最后，我知道伟麒你会看我的blog的，请你叫我的boss看一看最后一段。。

boss!对不起啊，知道你可能一直在承受着某些压力所以才这样的，不应该这样玩你，对不起。no more next time le..it's not ur personal problem,it's our personal problem..haha

请原谅我们吧！请不要生气我的老婆吧！xD

紫薇写的肺腑之言。。哈哈

I'M INNOCENT!!!!

2010-08-06T06:32:00.000-07:00

Recently i'm become a famous people in my class...y i say so?
Because i duno how to differenciate what is crocodile and iguana!!!!!they all keep laugh at me~T^T

oni my secondary sch's fren will always support me..they will trust wat i say...my college frens oni will bully me...and keep say me and a guy tgt la~wat la~I DUN LIKE AT ALL!!!

Btw...thx ej alot!!!T^T

finally i wan to say tat: "I'M INNOCENT!!!!!!!!"

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EJ~

2010-06-18T09:50:00.000-07:00

Today is ej's birthday!!!happy birthday to him!!HAHA

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EJ!!!XD

U ALL FORGOT IS NVM!!!!WE ALL REMEMBER DEN OK EDI!

PLS SAO PEI>>FOR THOSE 'JIN YAN'

END!!BYE~

my 3 point turn was improved!!xD

2010-05-21T01:54:00.000-07:00

woohoo~afternoon tat time fetch my grandma went to factory to sell the tin and those thing which can be recycle.

well, my driving skill still not very good but my 3 point turn was improved!!!*proud*...i can do my 3 point turn perfectly~woohoo~gg

my drama was finished~~syok!

help my sui po panda download the drama ''oh my lady''..going to finish d~xD

i am too bored recently, bored till come and write my blog,my blog was full of dust ..LOL~
i think no ppl will come and view my blog...nvm den, I'm just too bored and write my feeling here..nerds!xD

my result like shit!

2010-05-20T10:47:00.000-07:00

well, my result had released and I'm not satisfy on my result at all and my cgpa had dropped.

Isit me too lazy in last sem?or i'm din put effort on it?or the question too hard?

i cant do anything on it~I'm make my dad disappointed on me...i'm sad!T.T

i'm oni can do is put my effort in dis sem, i duno isit put my effort in dis sem den sure can get gud result,but i'm try my best to chase bak my 3.5~

oh ya!today got a fella burn my mail box!

he or she dare to come again i will send him/her to the hell!! damn u!!

i'm curse curse curse curse!!!!if guy den be slave, if girl den be prostitute!!

well, i'm juz wan to release my anger..it's ok now~xD

cw is too bored so come and write blog~xD..bye!

Bolero damn syok!! i like it..XD

2010-02-11T05:53:00.000-08:00

ytd went to jusco chiong k wif kp, ej ,sj ,kwk, nic, xj ,and ,sui po panda..damn syok wif bolero!!!ej keep shout and shout..shout till no sound edi..haha..and ej and kp sang the colours-melody and harmony without the lyric..geng cao!!my new idol>>ej and kp...XD

after chiong k den i bought the hair band wif rm5.90 and sj bought the shirt for her dear dear(TL) wif rm69.90..haha...TL very ham fok..XD...panda,xj and kwk share bought the present to cp..hehe

Today yumcha wif WL,Wy,kevin,lk and cp at wong kei!!XD they all keep chat about their primary sch's things..T.T..the topic not related to me de..(i'm from batu 11 geh)..sienzzz..kevin leng zai jor!!wakaka..next time go to kao him..XD

after yumcha, wei lin fetch me bak to home to take the hair colour cream den fetch us bak to damai...den cp's mum help me coloured my hair~after tat cp help me wash my hair..haha..sry lo cp~hehe

after coloured my hair,cp fetch me bak to megah!!XD...1st time sit her car..not bad not bad...the skill better than me although we take the lessen in same day..sad~hehe

2009-10-10T03:34:00.000-07:00

Long time din write my blog le..haha..coz i'm lazy to write..>.<

keep scold by panda..=.="..said me somemore..T.T..so,i decide come here and write lo..although only a few words...blek~

ytd slp for 4 hours oni..=.="....yao yeng~XD....

Yesterday, panda promised I would like to eat lunch with me, but she had missed appointments..becoz she fell asleep..=.="..speechless..panda will fetch us from ktar to megah start from next friday~~hurray~~haha..muacksss

recently nth happen~so nth to write tim..haha..tats all la~bye!

wu liao de cw~~

2009-09-18T07:53:00.000-07:00

Eotteokhajyo(what should i do) by Jisun

nowadays keep listen dis song~~although i duno wat she singing about..but,the melody is damn nice and finally i get the eng lyrics(translate from korea lyrics)~~it is a sad song...and i noe what she singing about le~~haha..nth to write,find something to post~~XD..(wu liao de cw..=.=)

LYRICS:

You ask me how my day was as if it is same everyday
I say I’m okay but you really don’t know how I feel
Do you think I’ll be okay without you?
Are you okay without me?
The world without you is so hard that I blame myself for still breathing

What should I do? Even now, I live each painful days because of your words
Tell me if this is a bad thing to do
Are you living each day painfully like I am?
You and me

Are we too late? Do we not have a chance?
I still think about you and you might know this
Finally is this it? Are we going to end like this? Is it okay with you?
I don’t think I can do it. The love I find with you, I won’t find it anywhere even if I die

What should I do? If it isn’t you no one else can hold my heart
Please hold me. And you know that even though the whole world tries to
No one can erase your memories. So please hold me

What should I do? Even now, I live each painful days because of your words
Tell me if this is a bad thing to do
Are you living each day painfully like I am?
You and me

Is it too late? Do we not have a chance?
But me, I still think about you, and you might not know.

AND!!i promise cp edi!!her name must appear in my blog..haha!!cp!!i miss u so muchiii!!!>.<

Yum cha wif lk and cphappy

2009-09-17T06:05:00.000-07:00

today went to damai yum cha wif lk and cp~~haha..juz we 3 girls oni!!(girls talk)XD

after had my lunch,around 2.30pm,my bro fetched me to damai becoz i damn bored at home..lk oso alone at home..den i asked lk can i went to damai met her and cp??den she sms me and said ok..no problem!!haha

after i reached thr,3 of us went to mamak yum cha!!haha...and i sms wei yang oso,asked him wanna joined us??den he reply me and said 'dun wan la,ranning now'..=.=..za dao!!den 3 of us kept chat and chat..haha...funny oso!!and i really long time din saw cp le..miss her nia!!!muacksss..XD

Around 5pm,we went to lk's hse becoz she wanna cooked the dinner for her family..haha..dis was her 1st time to cooked..cp and i become penjaga edi!!haha
The way she cooked the vegetables was damn funny..haha..cp and i kept laugh and laugh..haha!!XD
finally,lk finished cook edi!!and the foods oso not bad!!+u+u lk!!gambateh!!haha

Around 5.40pm,i call my bro came to fetched me..haha..my whole day was spend on lk and cp thr!!haha...happy~~hehe

Addict to dis drama edi!!!(韩版花样男子)..LOL!!!

2009-09-14T21:47:00.000-07:00

long time din write my blog jor...haha..paiseh lu~~

my final exam pass edi~~holiday lu~~hurray!!!nowadays i keep watch drama..ngek ngek..wat drama i watching to leh??is 韩版花样男子~~dis drama damnnn nice!!!i totally addict to dis drama edi!!

y i suddenly will watch dis drama leh??becoz of my "lao po" lo..haha...i go view her blog and let me find tat video..tat video is 韩版花样男子...haha...den i asked cp wat name of dis drama,she told me called wat flower de..den i started to found my pps..finally..i saw it!!!haha

i spend 3 days to finish it!!!finally i finish dis drama edi~~the ending damnnn nice~~i really totally addict to dis drama edi~~haha..XD

now,i wan to promote dis drama in my blog~~the ppl who view my blog,pls try to watch..damnnn nice..gu jun pyo damnnn leng zai!!!!!jihoo oso leng zai!!!!4 of them oso leng zaiiiiiii!!!!LOLOLOL~~

And!!i wan thx to my lovely panda~~coz she send the 花样男子de song to me~~the song damnn nice+sweet+sad+cute...LOL!!!

ytd,my dear cp damnn sad,becoz of she lost her ic..den i try to comfort her...but she is no mood chat wif me..nvm..i let her calm down and think slowly..finally~actually the ic is at her mum thr!!!haha...damnn funny!!LOL

cp~~next time dun so careless lo~~XD

what should i do during my holiday leh??

1.of coz is be pig la..haha

2.of coz is watch drama la!!(cp called me drama queen tim...>.<)

3.gai gai wif my ji mui or heng dai

3.yum cha wif perimbunian

4.read novel..>.<

wah~~long time din write my blog...write le many thing tim..haha...k la..nth to write jor...XD

韩版花样男子

韩版花样男子

MY BIRTHDAY~~BUT FACING MY FINAL EXAM!!!LOL

2009-09-10T07:14:00.000-07:00

wah!!!i'm really long time din write my blog jor~~coz i'm very busy ah!!busy for my final exam...ROAR!!!

8/9/09 is my birthday,but,i'm facing my final exam!!!wth!!my birthday leh...celebrate wif my BMS exam!!!beh song ah beh song ah!!!But,luckily i got my lovely ji muis...even they din celebrate wif me,but,i'm DAMNNNN HAPPY...becoz my lovely fei po panda call me and say happy birthday to me!!!not panda only,is many ppl say happy birthday to me through the HANDPHONE!!!zhi han,ej,wy,wj,jq,wp and many ppl...damnnn happy!!!THANK YOU U ALL!!!i prefer ppl say happy birthday to me than celebrate wif me...hahahaha...sot plak!

and den i wan thx you cp lk and stefanie!!!they 3 sing happy birthday song to me on 8/9/09!!!especially my dear cp!!she sing birthday song to me through the webcam!!so special!!thx you cp!!!muackssss

AND and and...mr lam said me old wa!!!I'M STILL YOUNG LA!!!OK!!ROAR!!!LOL

CELEBRATED PANDA AND XIN JING BIRTHDAY~~

2009-08-18T07:41:00.000-07:00

we celebrated panda and xin jing birthday on 15/8/2009....
on saturday,12pm+,panda fetched me and wei yang went to damai had our lunch~~after had our lunch,we all keep chit chat and chit chat and chit chat wif perimbunian...2pm something,all the guys planed went to 'chinese class'(cc)...left me,lk,cp and panda...3pm something,i suggested went to leisure mall for gai gai 1st...
4.30pm,panda fetched me and lk to leisure mall..cp cannot go becoz her parents not allowed her to go..(so sad..T.T)...after reached to leisure mall,we go the bread shop bought the bread,den we meet a guy>>the guy is.....kwk!!!LOL..he juz bak from ktar!!haha
6.30pm something..we go meet wei lin at popular den go for steamboat tgt...yeah!!!
7.00pm,we started our dinner(steamboat)...at thr,cg them keep 'zap' me...=.="......isit i'm very easy bully(hou hap)or wat leh??=.="...okok,fine..i'm very nice one,wont ji jiao wif xiao didi...XD
8.30pm,my lovely ah gor(chee kang) came jor...woohoo...lol..den i kept keng gai wif him coz i'm very long time din c him edi!!!!miss u so much!!!!XD
after our dinner(steamboat),we sang the birthday song to panda and xin jing...den we started take photo here,take photo thr..LOL
10pm something,we bersurai lu~~happy!!!!!!!hahahaha
congratulation to panda and xj becoz both of them 18 years old edi!!!!!gxgx..XD

cw, panda and miss doushite..XD

cw and my lovely panda~~muackss

panda,xj,cw and doushite lk..XD

so po panda suddenly hug cw and doushite lk...=.="

CELEBRATED YEN YING'S BIRTHDAY WIF CLASSMATES

2009-08-07T23:02:00.000-07:00

on thursday,after finished my HE(hubungan etnik) class,around 15 classmates went to sg wang for celebrated yen ying's birthday~~siew jiuan,grace,hui yun and i sat terliang's car(4+1)..4+1 means 4 girls and 1 boy...LOL!!!we girls slept in the car except the driver(terliang)~~so pity~~haha...after we reached thr,we accompanied grace to lowyat becoz she wan set the chinese word into her handphone...we sang k started from 5pm untill 9pm...after 9pm,we all kept take photo outside the greenbox......>.<..lol around 10pm we all bersurai and returned home....in the car,terliang asked us wanna c c the clubbing street anot becoz thr damnnnn meriah one..we saw the time still earlier,den we agreed lo~~haha...i'm very happy lo~~thx to my classmates..muackssss!!!!LOL

grace and me

so lou and so po...>.<

All act cool..LOL

birthday girl and me~~

YEAH!!!i taller than ling shen le~~haha

cw,grace,sj and natalie~~

HAPPY~~

2009-08-05T06:12:00.000-07:00

Today i'm very happy~~becoz my economic test get 37/40~~damnnnnn happy~~actually today we plan belanja terliang,jianta,and darren eat pizza becoz they always fetch us go out and nvr share the petrol..we all feel very paiseh,so decide belanja them eat pizza~~but,terliang not free,so,our plan is gone~~T.T..finally,li pei and lk go old town eat toast~~=.=...LOL
tml we plan go out again!!!!haha....we go sg wang celebrate yen ying birthday...we decide go sing k!!!!!!!yeah!!!!happy~~tml sure will late late oni bak de la..wuuuu...T.T
panda going to final exam tml~~hope she can get a good result in her final exam~~Gambateh o~~my lovely panda~~muacksss(support kiss)LOL
i oso must gambateh le!!!!!!!+U+U....i oso must get a good result in my final exam!!!!YEAH!!

moody~~

2009-08-04T07:33:00.000-07:00

Hallo~~cw here again...but my mood still very very bad!!!!i dun wan stay at here jor!!!!!i dun wan stay at genting klang le!!!!!!!T.T...i'm juz use washing machine wash cloth jek ma,say dis say tat,very ba bai meh!!!!!!!ROAR!!!!!haiz.....nth la,i'm ok...juz wan 'fa xie'...
Today teacher giv bak BMS exam paper,i get 44/50...very happy+moody...T.T...last time i get 29/50 oni,my BMS improve jor...haha...hope i can pass in final exam!!!CW..GAMBATEH!!!LOL
panda and xj's birthday are coming soon..but our main character(panda)going to final exam le,duno she can go out celebrate tgt anot...i hope i can gathering tgt wif my olddddddd fren....damnnnnnnnnn miss them!!!T.T....i hope dis saturday can celebrate wif them...my birthday on my final exam too~~haiz...sad~~T.T...
Nowadays my mood very bad~~wuuu..uuu..

my heart going to break...T.T

2009-08-03T08:04:00.000-07:00

today i receive a very very very shocked and sad news from my fren(panda)~~it was my perimbun senior(gary leon robert)was passed away...T.T...it was so suddenly to me and my bro....gary leon robert was my bro's fren...although i'm not very noe him...but my heart oso feel very very 'suan'...he was a very very nice person and very pandai study,y will like tat one??y so suddenly one??T.T....god~~pls bless him may rest in peace~~i hope sf and her bro will cool down later...and dun be so sad jor...wuuuu..uuuu..uu....i'm going to cry jor~~the ppl who can walk,can talk,can eat......suddenly gone from dis world,my heart really beh tahan jor...so 'suan'....gor gor and sf 's bro!!!dun so sad!!!!u lost a good fren but u gain alot of sweet memories...god will bless him!!!!!!!!!!GARY LEON ROBERT may rest in peace!!!!!!!T.T~~~

2009-07-28T02:15:00.000-07:00

1st time write my blog~~~~excited~~XD
today i hav my BMS(business mathematic and statistic)test...the question is quiet easy one becoz the question is exactly like form 5 add maths(binomial distribution)=.=...
i very hate my accounting lecturer coz she not allow us to talk in lecture hall...sikit sikit sound oso cannot one...sienzzz....the very funny thing is>>sj keep sms wif ''someone'' during the lecture time...actually the ''someone'' juz sit behind of her...really 'za dao'...LOL
i hav many tests on dis week ah!!!!!!!!today hav BMS test...wednesday hav ME(microeconomics)test,thursday hav HE(hubungan etnik)presentation,and friday hav ENG(english) test.........going to crazy edi!!!ROAR!!!!unfair ah..unfair ah...very unfair!!!!T.T
i waiting for dis saturday~~coz i wan go pc fair wif lk!!!!wahaha....
duno wat to write edi...juz until here la!!hav a nice day~~